Monday, July 27, 2009

Busy doing nothing

Somehow, not having to complete any urgent tasks has led to a drop in my output overall and a complete block about blogging! I'm feeling good, having somewhat reinvented myself (though still working on it) but occasionally wake in the night, worrying that I might be getting complacent/too comfortable. It feels a long time since 21st December 2006 - but not yet long enough. I still don't understand why I didn't feel the slightest bit of real panice when the consultant turned to me and said...
Well, I've made it through so far, despite my GP's cheerful, "You're taking it very well, considering you have a life-threatening condition", and, complacent or not, that's how it's going to remain for while yet.

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