Thursday, March 18, 2010

It isn't all laughter and merriment

The thing that worries me most when I go to the hospital for my check-ups is the possibility of a recurrence. Indeed, that's what worries me constantly, though it's mostly at the back of my mind - hospital visits make it tangible. This is not to say that I expect to have a recurrence; if I did, though, making a decision about the way forward wouldn't be easy.
My mind is concentrated on this at the moment; this week, I've heard of one recurrence and one possible recurrence for people I know. It does seem extremely unfair to come through everything, get the all clear after 5 years and then have to face it all again, or even to have the possibility of having to face it all again.
At least I know there are three forms of recurrence that I now can't get as I no longer have those organs!
Meanwhile, positive thoughts to those two people - I'm thinking of you.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hi, I'll like you to consider your body as a constant moving river, changes happening in every level all the time, cells die new ones take place, and in seven years your body is completly new as well as all your organs, etc. this happen every time our bady is in constant change so from now on I will like you to ask yourself How do I want my body will be like? and then think, act, eat, walk and do everything in consecuence and you'll see decease will no come back because you don't want to do it, after you where not conscience of this, now you are so you can choose how you want to be, take care and I recommend you to read books of Dr. Deepak Chopra and you'll see what I'm talking about.